February 28, 2004

An experiment in weblog mediated collaborative fiction

Joli, remember what I wanted to do with Corpus? I haven't read this yet, but it looks interesting. It's a tail that's told properly, beginning to end. The writing of a weblog is linear for the writer, but for the reader, it's in reverse chronological order, so the latest entry appears first. Any way to work with that? You wanna pick this idea up again?

In other words, we write the ending first, then we progressively add sequences until we arrive at the beginning of the story.

February 26, 2004

I have secret plans and clever tricks.

Incubus are coming to Malaysia in March. Their new album is boring. They trimmed away alot of things that made their music distinct for me, mainly the guitar crunch and the variety in vocal styles. Brandon Boyd has a good voice and he doesn't push his abilities with the new album; fuck you very much.

They don't sound playful anymore. Like constantly and unfrustratingly trying to touching your elbow with your chin.

here.

Elmore Leonard's take on writing. I read a couple of his books recently.

February 16, 2004

Thanks so much for the reading list, Vin. I've come to expect that law books cost a lot of money, so the library is going to get a good work out. I was going to invest in a good dictionary, but I have a couple of months to save for that.

I resigned from my job at the bank last week. It was soul sucking, and when I told my boss that I had an offer to study law at ANU she was like "Go, go now. Why are you still here?" I also really needed that holiday. I said to my mother last week that I felt that it was important for me to defer for a few months because I was running on empty, spiritually. I have a very good pay out, and I saved a lot of money. I am in good stead for the next year, even without the generous help of both my parents.

And guess what happened today?

My mother had a procedure on her kidney last week. Just to tie up the loose ends and put what happened to her in the past few months. This morning she woke up (the morning I was supposed to be moving to Canberra), and she told me she felt unwell and hadn't slept. She was pale, and for a dark skinned woman, that is no good. I rang her specialist, who then spoke to her about her symptoms. He told us to bring her to the hospital immediately. She's there right now: slight fever, quite a bit of pain. It wouldn't be such a worry for the urologist if she hadn't come so close to death before. I just got home, and I know she is in good hands. Nothing puts my mind quite so much at ease than a good doctor (who totally looks like Sting).

I am so happy now with my decision to defer. I was apprehensive before - when I finish my degree/clerkship/articles I will be 25, which is not old, but not so young for a lawyer. Especially a female one who hopes to have children one day. I reminded mum of the conversation we had a few weeks ago, when I felt unsettled for reasons I couldn't identify. I said I felt like something was going to happen, and I needed to be here. She told me not to be silly at the time, but I strongly trust my intuition. Today she said she feels more comfortable with me around. I feel better too.

February 15, 2004

Good idea Joli. Are you still working at the bank? What is your condition?

My next goal is to cobble together an 200 hundred word abstract to present for a literary conference (due date was Feb 1st, we'll see what happens). This is supposed to take place at the end of July. First one to ever take place in Malaysia. Respect to Silverfish bookstore for setting it up.

The Affairs of the Beast by David Benioff (The 25th Hour)

A critique of Imperial Reason via Boingboing.net

I've deferred my graduate LLB for a semester so that I have time to rest. I have two months to relax and digest what has happened in the past 7 or so months. I am just worn out. I have had no time to reflect in the past year.

In the time I've deferred I'm going to read like a fiend and possibly model my life on the philosophy of Outkast. Can anyone recommend anything good? Vin - can you recommend any first year books, perhaps those that assume a basic - moderate knowledge of the law? Perhaps something with a historical perspective. As you know, me likes the history.

My problem with the Janet Jackson issue is that she is being punished for exposing herself, when it is not her who ripped off the piece of fabric. What's so pornographic about a breast? And what about the lyrics of the song?

gonna have you naked
by the end of this song


Why doesn't someone punish Justin "girly man" Timberlake for being obscene? Sexual aggression?

it's only a tit
get on with it

February 11, 2004

Running notes on Noam Chomsky on Anarchism, Marxism & Hope for the Future interview

systems of control needs to justify itself or it outlives its usefulness.

(Re: Writings of Plato, Karl Popper and Orwell: Governments are meant to serve the people, any other function is tyrannous)

Anarchy is the ideal. Anarchism is the process to reach anarchy.

Controlling opinion is the way a "more free society" ensures unquestionable power. Misrepresentation is a way of controlling opinion.

Socialism has positive and negative (ie: red bureaucracy) connotations. Chomsky is trying to reclaim the word using the term "libertarian socialism".


I posted the short story (500 words) I submitted for a contest on my website, I am proud of it. I tried to create emphasis and ambiquity and avoided conventional dialogue and I did a little research to authenticate the setting.

Ehrlich says anarchy is the organisation against traditional forms of organising.

Vin, I think you are wrong to say his argument is internally consistent. We have been arguing against different views. My comment on a contradiction doesn't undermine his argument, it points out a surface flaw. I read the speech in a literal frame of mind, which is why "Black is the shade of negation" stood out. I tried to be tongue-in-cheek, but I became serious when you disagreed with me. Keyboard rage. The contradictory statements pissed me off. Again, I tried to be elegant in the critique "On anarchy, irony and tits" but I wasn't clear or concise.

The Jerry example means: Apart from an idea, anarchy doesn't exist as a functional state. How do you apply Ehrlich's ideas? once you confirm your beliefs by "agreeing to disagree" (Vin's words), you belong to a party. You are anti-government, and you have a political belief. If Ehrlich was describing anarchy, it is a belief that defeats it's own purpose.

Anarchy is the absence of human order. It is characterised by absence: for instance no development, no governing body, no human relationships. It is a step below tribalism. It does not exist.

By contradicting itself, Ehrlich's speech makes no sense.

Meeks and I are arguing different points of view. Meeks isn't even arguing. If anarchists are advancing a majority rule system, I would call them socialists. Self-governing is different from no government.

February 10, 2004

On anarchy, irony and tits (in that order)



What solidarity is there in anarchy, except, at it's most basic level, an agreement to disagree?

"Do I contradict myself?
Very well I contradict myself,
(I am large, I contain multitudes)"
-- "Song of Myself" 51 Walt Whitman

Like burping in front of your mother, this is becoming embarassing. We all have endeavours away from this blog and none of us can maintain a train of thought for longer than a couple of minutes, much less explaining that thought in a couple of well-chosen words. What the Fizzluck? Meeks made my point clearer, let me to embarrass myself further.

The most helpful thing is examples, so I'll go first:

Jerry the Anarchist puts on his black everything goes outside, he listens to someone regurgitating Howard Ehrlich's speech at speaker's corner. He is bowled over by the insane imagery and doesn't really get what he's saying, or he thinks Ehrlich is saying down with the old order and up with the new. What does Ehrlich's speech require a believer to do?

Solidarity in dissolution is a phantom (something sensed with no physical reality) Any sentence can be taken out and it would still be a useful piece of propaganda. At the heart of the speech (the way it's written, it's meant to be performed) is a contradiction.

Irony actually means, the effect you create when you say something and you mean something different. It is a powerful device to create emotional effect in literature and broadens a toolset of any writer beyond his limitations in vocabulary. Howard Bloom once said, "think of the things that you hold closest to you and they will most likely be ironic".

Lately, I've been preoccupied with overusing irony, because I tend to not know what I'm talking about. Also it confuses people.

So Vin gives Ehrlich the benefit of the doubt. I think Ehrlich contradicts himself and somehow lets you more freely interpret what he's saying. If you take irony to mean exactly what I have said above, Vin, then you acknowledge Ehrlich contradicts himself and means something other than "the literal".

Defining anarchy seems very easy; it seems hard to describe as a system of belief. It may share characteristics with chaos and lawlessness but neither brings the concept closer to anything ubiquitous. It seems even harder to describe as a serious process.

Maybe Jerry sees some good ideas but Ehrlich's speech doesn't give the boy any tools to get there.

Meeks I was quoting "true fallacy" from Vin's post.

On the subject of that disturbing picture, it's even more disturbing the artist made the color of Justin Timberlake's tits match his face. Janet Jackson looks like she's in pain, like she's passing solids.

good night.

I think partisanship is a better description of Ehrlich's words than patriotism.

"true fallacy"? Epistemological research would argue against this wording.

February 08, 2004

I have a fringe, I feel like a member of Blur.

I'm in sunny Mal-Asia as you guessed (and I've mentioned several times) occupying myself with a bunch of projects, none of them being a haircut.

Meeks you have given me sound advice: Never discuss symbol theory with an anarchist. The black flag is the negation of all flags. Then he goes on to describe patriotism.
It is a color of determination, of resolve, of strength, a color by which all others are clarified and defined.

He undermines his argument in the second sentence. Black is the shade of negation

February 05, 2004

What?! I must read up on this Sachin Tendulkar thing. Heheh. I love the pictures. I am greatly entertained.

Mikko, are you fucking bald?