Mikko, you're not a fucking nerd.

I've been thinking (a lot) lately about why everyone I know does drugs. I can't think of at least one person who hasn't smoked weed. I think that in order for me to go hardcore in my drug usage would require that I start thinking I'm immortal. And I am so very fucking mortal. I don't want that heart attack or stroke. I don't want to have to wait to come down and for the pain to stop.

Fuck that.

I get nightmares even when I do the soft shit.

We need some Han input here.